Coming up on five years of blogging. I lost the first three months so everything starts in August, but I really started in late April five years ago. We are also coming up on the 1st anniversary of John’s death.
I cried so much yesterday. Paul has tried and tried, and called and called, but it looks like the woman whose negligence caused John’s death will never be brought to trial. Please contact Paul directly if you want to do something to help. I feel very angry (not at Paul, at the hopelessly fucked up situation) – and guilty, and sad. Not a good combination for keeping on a straight head and getting through stuff.
For therapy I’m writing the woman a letter.
Church meeting tonight after supper. Pretty soon I’ll have my own car and won’t have to borrow Jeff’s.
