That’s a quote from a Lupine Howl song, by the way, but it covers the situation nicely. Every time I go to book the flight I am overcome by anxiety. I have been waiting for a sign and when I emailed Sandra this morning, she cut through all the bullshit and provided a prosaic and unjudgemental reason to fly east, so after Jeff takes me to brekkie (yay) and I empty the dishwasher and refill it, I’ll book it. Don’t know the day yet, but at least I know I am going.
Yesterday was that feeling of impending doom day, but today is much better.