Poem July 18 2020 “Winners”

The eavesdrip of his wrath is death,
and daily death, and unlike the last, best
holocaust, it flails like wind-driven laundry under
global scrutiny.

Where science and civics are firm friends,
survivability blooms; then dies in a bucket
overwatered
by arrogance and greed and sloth
seen as shadows on a screen
eating the burning bones of the end of the world.

Into my housebound day, a short walk.
I’m wearing a mask, because I’m
contagious
daily.
Human contact doesn’t happen.
The gap is observed.
We make two circuits of the local schoolyard
and sit it in the shade.
I nag him.
I don’t fully grasp the semblably saurian
reflex of it, a chicken pecking,
even I can see it, and I do it anyway.

This crisis won’t be dead until we are
and we won’t die as winners.

Family visit

Katie, sans Alex as he is with his father, is in Victoria with the grands. Paul is out of quarantine which effectively was the kids telling him he couldn’t live with them for fourteen days if he was going to the US for visits. He’s doing quite well, we went for a socially distant walk yesterday; I’m not wearing shields any more, I’m back to face masks.

After weeks of people wearing masks, Paul and I were the only people walking around in the 12th Avenue School park wearing face protection yesterday.

Bill Nye

Oh Jeff, I heard people banging metal super hard on the roof of the Catholic High School while we were walking around yesterday… maybe they’re fixing the THEM! ant noise coming from the roof of the school.

IT’S A STRIDULATING SOUND OF GREAT EAR PENETRATION so we’ll be glad when they fix it.

Statue of a Selkie from the Faroe Islands

another quiet day

Still really enjoying Time Team. Nice visit with Katie yesterday. She wants to visit the grands this week and I want to see them so bad I could shrivel but I really do not want to injure them nigh unto deeeeth so I think I’ll just ask for pictures.

Paul fell in his hotel room and had to go to hospital. He’s fine, we went for a socially distant walk yesterday.

calm day

Katie’s going to come by soon, and I’ve missed her so much it’s numbing.

Yesterday Jeff and I got lovely sugar minidonuts and THE WORST POUTINE evar, but it was nice to go for a walk in the beautiful sun and the steady wind.

Did some laundry.

Jeff assembled the instrument stand for me.

wrote a little fan fic, did a little editing, nothing that much

 

the old woman

Once there was an old woman who didn’t know she was immortal. She didn’t know, so it didn’t bother her until her one hundred and tenth birthday. In appearance, she was a beat up seventy-year old with a lot of sun exposure and marks of plenty – and privation – carved into her face. Inside, she was a vast realm of forgotten knowledge, for no one ever seemed to listen to what she knew, and she learned that forgetting was easier. Still, she retained something from that realm which flowed into everything she did.

She rarely moved fast, because it bothered the people around her, and then everyone she ever knew died, and she realized the truth. She stopped owning pets. She stopped making friends.

No one cares when an old woman with no friends cries, so when she had to, she would go and cry in the summertime, when the rain was almost hot and the rumbling of thunder sheltered her weeping.

Then darkness came to her planet, and everything around her died. The air changed, the landscape became deadly. She looked at the world and all the dying creatures, and walked until she found a volcanic fissure that was long dead. She crawled and climbed until she found a hole close to the top, and she lay down. She hadn’t slept in hundreds of years, but her body demanded it now, and she believed she should be prepared to sleep for a while.

She woke with icy water flowing over her, and believed for a moment that she would drown, but the tube’s outer layers had eroded, and rainwater was getting in.

The air was better. The grass had come back. And very slowly, she began tidying.

feeling better

Kidneys appear to be behaving. Tests today, finally; Jeff has very kindly offered to drive me as I’m not keen on walking.

We’re blasting through season 2 of Elementary and enjoying it tremendously.

Off to breakfast this morning with Jeff. Also have to pick up some hardware from Tom Lee today, which involves GASP  going downtown.

completely stalled on writing and editing. Still practicing every day though.

calm

Land back!

Just in case anyone wonders how I feel about cCanada day.

Off to Planet Bachelor for fud in an hour or so. Keith will cook for us.

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for those following along at home, Keith made stir fried pork with ginger and garlic, and it was NOM.

poem: ageless

Some live to name the virtues, and some live them

spread across the gaps of time as dust

and those of us who hold ourselves wholly still and listen
feel those dust motes, who knows how
and reproduce them

something more subtle and lingering than DNA
assists us in perception
in the fog bank of the daily, that flash
that deke across directionality as the light itself dies

It dies unto itself, this light, and is born
and that is why the baby’s cry is so damned lingering
and why I don’t hate people who hate children
it’s a gift to see this line carved across humanity
before you take it on, and after the work’s mostly over, you say ah,
that was instructive

I was lucky and I kept my expectations low.
It was enough. Soon I will be an ancestor.
If I am lucky, I will remember her words.