I’ve been here since noon

In a couple of minutes they’ll call the flight and I’ll find out if I’ve been sitting here like a fucking idiot for no good reason for the last day. Fort St John is not a fun place to fly to on passes.  PAUL WANTS TO TAKE THE SKYTRAIN HOME.  On April 4.  With no Compass card. My feelings are simple.  He can do what he likes, although with no Compass card he’s not likely to get far, as I laboriously explained to him.  I’m going home in a cab; it’s hours after my normal bedtime and I have hours to go before somebody offers up a bed for me.

later….

Home.  What a fucking waste of a day.  Three flights came and went and I’m not going to FSJ unless somebody pays for my return flight.

Some man was shot dead a few blocks from here.  I don’t think I want to live on this planet any more.

 

 

pain pain pain 61016

Jeff was very kindly taking me out to breakfast and I had some kind of nerve spasm.  I was practically sobbing as I left the restaurant the pain was so piercing. I took Robax and applied heat and got almost immediate relief.  If I’m still feeling better in half an hour perhaps we can continue our aborted food schlep.

Saturday I spent the day over at Mike’s being incredibly lazy. Much talking, many insights.

There is a non-zero chance I will be in Victoria within the next two weeks.  There is a smaller chance I’ll be going to FSJ with Paul, since his cousin has broken something and is recovering in hospital up there and could probably use some company. WHOOPS I’M LEAVING IN TWO HOURS back Thursday ish this week.

I keep flashing on Alex signing mORE MORE MORE in the swing.  It is so lovely to see him talking.