Day: March 5, 2010
Overwhelming feelings of depression resolve…
as soon as I have a migraine. I must keep remembering that
I have atypical migraines
They are frequently preceded by days or weeks of feeling just dreadful
Because my migraines are atypical I don’t get standardized ‘signs’ for them
I can’t tell the difference between feeling depressed and being in the run up for a migraine
Afterwards it seems obvious.
So I got a migraine at work yesterday. I couldn’t actually see properly for the best part of an hour, but fortunately if I turn my head sideways I can still see enough to type. It resolved quite suddenly without pain, but I feel rather etiolated today.
It’s a good thing I’m used to this pattern; instead of throwing myself off a bridge I just wait, and strangely, one way or another, I feel better.
There was an incredible sun halo about an hour before sunset last night. It’s been a heckuva week for atmospheric phenomena.