Huh

Effective first thing Wednesday morning, I was released from the employ of Schneider Electric.  Everything was as it should be, it wasn’t a surprise (the financials have not been good), I wasn’t alone (they let 10% go including a lot of long term employees) and I have no complaints.

I do feel a lot of compassion for the employees left who are having to pick up the slack (more than one person was let go in the department).   Anyway, today I go in early to clean out my desk (I don’t think anybody wants my spare underwear, or maybe to be more clear I don’t want to know who would want my spare underwear) and I’m certainly not leaving one of my mother’s wall hangings in situ.

All of the negative feelings I currently have are temporary.   I’ve been given, essentially, a gift and an opportunity, and I intend to make the most of it.

Paul came over last night and we talked for a while, and so did Keith.  Keith is taking his first independent road trip today.  All the news from the kids these days is about their lives opening up.

I ran into D. yesterday at the Superstore, which we never shop at any more because Jeff hates it so much (but I went out by myself yesterday, also did some churchy stuff).  She’s the woman who went on mat leave so I could have the job I was just let go from.   You have to understand that’s a little bit more than your average coincidence.

Just the other day I was thinking “How am I supposed to be Secretary Treasurer of Beacon and work full time?”  Be VERY FUCKING CAREFUL what you wish for, as I said to Sue on the phone, as we both cackled with laughter.

 

ten good things

Ten great things about my mother’s day. 1. Not calling my mother and not feeling guilty about it (after all I call her three times a week these days). 2. Katie calling to wish me a happy mother’s day. 3. Paul coming over and cooking me dinner and bringing Keith. 4. Still not drinking even though Paul brought some of my fave beer. I amazes me how little I miss it. 5. The weather. Let me tu…rn that up! THE WEATHER. 6. Practicing on the Octave Mando 7 Paul and Jeff putting up the awning in time for dinner. 8. Don Hauka’s amazing Mother’s Day Service. 9. Wonderful coming of age ceremony for one of the church youth; yes I know I’m sentimental but it made me cry. 10. On the third book of the Song of Ice and Fire – go Mother of Dragons, go!