Fuck the deleted at Royal Columbian Hospital

this is a big jolly fuck you to the health records department at RCH who have now been holding up me getting the final administratium stone in place for treating a lifelong health condition
 
WHY YOU HAVE TO MAKE THIS SO HARD
I call them, I call my Dr.’s office, I call them, I call my Dr.’s office, I call them, I call my Dr.’s office, and fuck them, seriously.
And this is why adults with ADD don’t get diagnosed and treated; you have to be a responsible adult with a support system and funny thing about that.
UPDATE JAN 29TH rrrffrrrrr it was actually the neurologist HASN’T READ IT YET so I now have spoken to everyone involved in this cluster barring the neuro and so it’s all HIS fault.

Song-a-Day Sisyphus

Soundtracky stuff – the actual folk song style has a chorus like this  (below) and a BPM of about 80-90, so very very different.

And I know that I can lift it

and I know that I can carry it

and I know that I’m going to push

that boulder up this hill

and I know someone will help me

if I do it with a whole heart

and I do it with a whole heart

and I do it

and I will

 

So I’ve diarized to re-record it if I can’t find the original recording from Toronto and the dawn of time.