Yes, there was an election. No, it isn’t settled. Even if the worst happens, the world survived before, and it will keep surviving. My story isn’t done, neither is yours.
This is a long boring text-heavy oversharing post, ya been told.
did you know this? As an anarchist I really should know this shit
This is a graphic, which @lulex posted on twitter and which she got from the bbc website, which illustrates how the Queen gets paid. The graphic shows a circle, flowing as follows: The Queen owns The Crown Estate which makes profits paid to HM Treasury which calculates a 15-25% Sovereign grant which is paid to you guessed it the Queen.
Got into a beatdown with a bunch of one of the most self-righteous pot activists (like there’s another fucking kind) on twitter today.
Come ON I smoke, but I don’t smoke and blow smoke in the faces of the allergic and the elderly, and they’re announcing it’s their RIGHT, because this is VANCOUVER, home of TOLERANCE. Yeah I’ll believe that when Canada gives back the unceded lands, you unregenerate failure of logic. I’m like a homophobe for harshing their mellow. Srsly. Got accused of equivalency to homophobia for objecting to people dousing the entire west end in pot smoke for their stupid fucking 420 festival (which leaves heaps of trash mounded everywhere and they’re all cryface because they didn’t get a fucking permit.) F*ck me!
I realized that when you put asterisks in f*cking swearwords you’re putting a leedle asshole right in the meedle of the word and since when you’re swearing there’s usually an asshole involved, it’s mesmerizingly poifect.
I love Buster, he’s an amazing cat. And he loves me too, I know it. I don’t think Miss Margot cares if I live or die, but Buster does.
My latest piece of fanfic smut has more than five hundred likes (it’s cute and hot, so there)
I’ve written a BDSM scene in the same ‘verse but I’m not happy with it yet. I had to put in about 200 words about how the scene is ‘necessary but non-consensual’ which kinda blows (or not!) since scenes need consent if they’re to resonate with me writing, at all. So it’s like “We’ve talked about this – I hate it when you want me (and need me) to top you but I’m s’posed to read your mind – and topping when you’re angry at your partner is a bad bad bad idea” followed by “Do what ya gotta, man, just hit me really hard.” Oh, and there are minor children in the house while this sh*t’s going down, just to make it even more like real life, and our heroes must deal with the domestic consequences of Daddies fighting. I LOVE A CHALLENGE. After all, continuing to have interesting sex after kids *is* a continuing challenge in real life. People want carefree smut? they can look elsewhere; to me smut always has a cost. Who bears it depends on who’s being responsible, or not.
Not that anybody wants to know, but I’m really not into any of those behaviours in real life. Nagging at volume is sort of where I max out, ask any of my exes.
Continuing to have the poly life discussion with someone. It’s painful. Really painful. I feel like I have my nose up again a particularly interesting window. I can smell bread baking. But no. G*ddamned heteronormative uncommunicative bushwah (on their end, not mine.) But at the same time there’s NO F*CKING POINT to becoming an elder if you don’t understand that real life takes time, opportunities for growth don’t wait, and if you don’t consider who’s going to be impacted by your decisions, your years, your grey hairs and and your learning means squat. I am still 22 in some corner of my persona, for my enthusiasms still have all the joy of my youth; I just can’t write everyone affected by my behaviour out of the script any more. I do from time to time, but not all the time.
Fortunately, since I’m pushing 60 with a broom, I can contemplate my greed like the gorram caged bear that it is. Still here, but not running the show.
Katie is still having a rough time and she and Alex are both sick again.
I am not having a rough time. I feel pretty good, all things considered. I have another two weeks of full time work. If that changes, I’ll deal with it. I actually have a plan to deal with it that I think will make almost everyone happy, at least temporarily.
Rogue One is a fucking fantastic movie. Getting eaten by Disney was the best thing that ever happened to the franchise.
Now to check if my money transfer has come through.
I keep finding things to irritate me in the pile of papers. I found an angry note saying “Find cheaper telecom rassenfrassen!” but unless I want to ditch having the internet on my phone at all I will be stuck with paying between 60 and 75 dollars a month. So I can play 2048 on my phone and download books? Sheesh. At least Bell Mobility only kept me on hold for four minutes and the person who answered the phone wasn’t struggling to speak intelligibly.
I need some of this. Mildly unsafe language.
The newest character in Midnite Moving can be sent to sleep for a couple of hours by saying gay schlafen, which is go to sleep in Yiddish. Which is the kind of thing that happens when two people who are alien mad scientists who shouldn’t be having or raising children decide “I’ma risk it”. And don’t you wish you had THAT app.
Awoke far too early this morning. (boring SG1 reference) Amanda Tapping tweeted about her Bouvier, George, who’s 120 lbs of lapdog, and whose gas rivals that of Christopher Judge. These are the kinds of things I find teddibly amusing, which is as much as you need to know about the compos of my mentis these days.
I am arguing with myself this morning as to whether I really want to go to an all day church event about growth. I think it’s a waste of money, but I am curious about how this expensive Unitarian boffin – who just so happens to be the establishing minister for the church – is going to fire us up. I don’t want to go, as I am afraid I will ‘air my views’ in a ‘less than respectful or helpful way’. Maybe I should. Teach the controversy and all.
The waste of money part comes from the notion that growth comes from being an attractive church. Our Religious Education program, which is the magnet which draws young adults with children to the church, is fanTAStic in terms of curriculum and staff . no srsly . but badly housed. I mean, really badly housed. The space we’re renting doesn’t suit and most parents come in and see it and recoil in horror. We have tried to get this ameliorated but we DON’T OWN THE BUILDING, and of course unless every elder in the congregation drops dead and leaves his or her entire estate to the church, we never will own a building either. On the basis of my conversations with other churches this not having a building ain’t a bad thing. Church buildings get older than human beings eventually and there’s nothing like remediating asbestos tiles and leaky roofs and recalcitrant dragon-furnaces to put a damper on Sunday worship and cast a pall of gloom over the Board.
As it is, we can do church anywhere, with despatch and aplomb. We’d hate to move again, but we will if we have to, and church will continue no matter what.
Looks like Katie’s buying a restaurant. She’s seen it done right and done wrong, and I’m sure she’ll be fine. We do NOT have big plans. We have small ones. I am going to be the silent partner and biscotti baker, which I am very happy about, since I will finally have a space close to my house which is exactly what I want for baking biscotti, and the way the law works anything that’s baked there must be sold there in at least some quantity so it’s not a factory. I’ll be making a deposit on Monday (she’s at work even though it’s a stat) and Katie and I already have an immense list of things to work through. I want her energy and intelligence to be rewarded. Keith expressed reservations, interestingly, but I think he may be experiencing jealousy. Which reminds me, now I really DO have to change my will, so Keith and Katie get a more equitable share, and so Paul is no longer the executor.
We’re not planning on making any money for most of the first year, start up date April Fools (and you should have seen Katie’s face as we set the date). The easiest thing for me to do is to think about the money as being lost. Out of the gate. Something about this feels right though, there’s a weird ‘this will be okay’ vibe.
The Treasurer problem I had has been resolved. I crashed the chart of accounts somehow in Simply Accounting and reasoned my way out of the problem with a few adjustments. Now it’s time to MAKE RECEIPTS FOR ALL THE DONORS. It is a finite problem with a deadline, and it’s all good.
What a day yesterday. I bailed on the workshop because it occurred to me that the only thing, and the most important thing for me to be doing in that same time period was prepping for the meeting with the bookkeeper. That went well. Continue reading Lard t’underin’ Jaysus
Almost 20 stamped, addressed and ready to go. I concentrated on people at church who don’t come often and people I wanted to thank for their presence in my lives, including people I normally only interact with on facebook or elsewhere on the Internet.
also, mOm when you see this can I have mailing addys for Greg and Tracy, ontie Mary and Uncas Barry and Gary, as well as Phyllis? I can’t find my mailing list from years past…..
Despite everything – unemployment, the weather, and other things one shouldn’t publicly relate – I’m in a really good mood. I got a ‘wretched chore’ off my list yesterday and everything balanced to the penny, so I’m a happy happy girl. Also, I went to London Drugs yesterday looking for Blue Heron Coffee and couldn’t find it. Now normally I’d lose my shit and panic, but old age is causing me to do things like (literally, in this case) step back and look more carefully. THEY CHANGED THE EFFING PACKAGING. grr. So then I looked, and there they were, for 8.99 A PACKAGE. Normal price 14.99, normal discount and London Drugs 11.99. I bought 5. Glad I went! And if anybody from church is reading this, this is why I don’t buy coffee at church. Plus I hate Spitfire Longbottom with a passion, it tastes like mud a Komodo dragon got busy in.
Also I dropped off more receipts at the accountants and I may actually get my taxes up to date, and I found the perfect gift for Jeff, which I have no intention of buying – it’s coasters made of Antarctic maps. Jeff’s on a really serious “READ ALL THE BOOKS ABOUT ANTARCTICA” kick; he’s relating all the best anecdotes.
I still have to go to Surrey, but maybe I’ll combine it with another errand. A leathery or musical errand. Or maybe I’ll just grimly go straight to my errand and come back. Thinking about my mortality doesn’t please me, and thinking that my final resting place is going to be a funerary park in Surrey about blows my tiny mind. Paul was so sweet – when I told him I was getting the cremation ‘package’ I bought back in 95 transferred to the Lower Mainland he asked if he needed to pay for it (there’s room for two in that niche, haw haw), and I said, “Considering we had a joint checking account in those days, uh, no…. you already did.” And besides the separation agreement says we no longer owe each other anything, although I keep thinking I want to break into his apartment and steal the damned rug we bought on Pender Island. I LERV DAT TING.
Margot is still playing “Go Home Fly You’re Drunk” in the kitchen. I don’t know where all these sleepy, weaving, falling down flies are coming from, but even so they’re more than a match for Miss Margot.
Heaps of Stargate Atlantis, but also talking to the outplacementthingy and the HR gal at Schneider as it turns out I had NOT actually signed everything I was s’posed to, booking appointments, paying bills, getting programs to run properly with the new OS, hanging out with Keith and calling my mother. Cause you cain’t call yer mother enuf. I did not actually leave the house yesterday. But I made cookies. And cooked chicken and zucchini with black bean sauce over yakisoba noodles (Keith provided the sauce and noodles, I believe to nudge me to make something) and we had leftovers so that’s one less thing to disturb me today.
Gotta get Buzz set up properly and restrung. Also buy more instrument stands, hopefully one of those threeway bluegrass ones for three different sized instruments. Also I am tired of my tuner; I am going to get contact tuners because balancing that black box in my lap while trying to keep fretted instruments from sounding like the wailing of the damned is TOO DAMNED MUCH. See how low my frustration tolerance is these days? Ha.
The Grass. This is exactly the kind of weather that makes grass tall, lush, and impossible to cut. Lots of overcast and rain off and on with the occasional blinding sunshine. Very, very occasional. If it dries out the least bit I gotta do it before it attempts to eat east Burnaby.
Checking with Kathleen that we’ve paid the church rent and figuring out how much it is (it changes from month to month) if we haven’t yet for May. Also getting hold of Lady Miss D for an interview about what it’s like to bake / construct hors d’oevres for a living. I will probably bake biscotti, it’s such a crappy day, heating up the kitchen with nice smells seems like a plan. I already made Granny’s recipe oatmeal cookies mit chocolate chips this morning for Jeff (I can’t eat them because le migraine keeps whacking me. I’ve had scintillating scotoma every day for a week now… it’s fraking tiresome although late last week I got visuals I’ve never seen before; imagine rainbow coloured fish scales about two inches across at arms length dancing across your ENTIRE visual field – and it disappeared as fast as it came on thank goodness). I’ve also loaded the dishwasher, taken out the trash and played with Margot, who did not actually come in and cuddle this morning, darn. Her eyes are much less disgusting, the allergies must be lightening up somewhat.
Completely dejunking my head, a la Getting things Done. I have a program (Thinking Rock) that helps with that. Considering how many balls I’m going to have in the air for the next little while I need to marshall my time intelligently.
Deal with the exercise issue. I’m completely on board with Lady Miss Banjola’s recent extremely useful and heartfelt rant about weight loss; what I am not on board with is actually stirring my stumps and getting enough exercise to overcome the fact that my weight is stressing my whole body. IT AIN’T THE MASS IT’S THE MOTION. Ahem. As in, the lack of it.
Booking the camping trip in the US in August. Planning a circuit of the Island. I have a strong urge to drive onto a ferry and go to Haida Gwaii, and precious little to stop me.
Just last week I was saying how I wasn’t going to go to Jericho any more because it’s so far on a school night. Now I’m thinking I can do it every week for the whole summer! Woot! So that may be my evening.
And soon the Dandy Warhols.
I have had precisely four beers since I ‘quit drinking’. What I have learned. Alcohol makes me happy for about five minutes. Then it irritates my bladder, fogs my thinking, prevents me from driving or leaving the house, screws up my nights’ sleep, makes my stomach hurt and gives me a mild to moderate feeling of wretched blankness the next morning which coffee can usually shake off. So for the purposes of keeping tracking June 4 is now my official quit drinking date. Unless it would be rude not to (a wake, toasting the bride and groom) I’m not going to consume alcohol any more. Nothing bad has happened in its absence except I’m spending a sizable amount less (like, 200 dollars a month, which is not an inconsiderable amount).
a coin from the time of Nero. He sure was an ugly spud.
The internet is a great place. Without it, I wouldn’t have known what I was looking at.
Thanks to the magic of the internet.
Oh people of Egypt, tell the army that you’ll split the difference of all the money you recover from Mubarak. That man needs to sit in front of a judge.
I have lots and lots to complain about. Like, lots. But I’ve decided to save my best and purest bile for real live people instead of the intarboobs, and the saddest and teariest of complaints for other real live people, and the horrid consequences of brutal self-examination strictly to myself. Continue reading Miss Crankypants sits in her corner
There is no gravity; the Earth sucks. Gravity does not exist as a separate property of matter, it’s a byproduct of entropy. Go go gadget string theory! Oh, and this is a neener neener to Jeff; I have supported string theory since the instant I first heard about it, and he pooh poohs the notion.
This is not gonna end well. DNA REV 2.0
Olympics, so no Castle. Wah.
Free trade (in quotes) and massive local corruption and crappy infrastructure make for African starvation.
All five of us (me, Paul, Keith, Kate and Jeff) were here last night eating, not drinking, and watching TV. That’s right, Jeff let the beer run out. Secretly I am pleased, but you wouldn’t have been able to tell from my undeviating stream of complaint last night.
Do you suppose Canada can actually learn from the mistakes of others?
Greece is hosed and the Euro dooooomed. Doomed I tell you.
Dear K and G,
The $xxxx.xx was not transferred into my account on Friday. I am curious. Did you folks, in the process of transferring my accounts out of one bucket into another, forget that I had a direct deposit set up?
What are the odds your company will recompense me for the overdraft charges I’ve incurred as a result of the mishandling of my money? Or am I going to get a polite version of ‘suck it up, buttercup’? It seems I have much to look forward to. I’ve been getting the deposits since July of last year, and two out of the seven deposits have been late so far…. Alas, my creditors aren’t as sloppy about dates as I am. It’s sad, isn’t it, how consistent and heartless my creditors are in the face of my incompetence. Yes, I take one hundred percent responsibility for the money not being in my account on Friday, because, after all, I chose you as my service provider and now I must live with the results. See how helpful I’m being? I told myself to suck it up.
I know that what I have parked with (your company) isn’t much money the way you folks calculate things, but it’s all I have, and you don’t need to keep custody of it, if it’s too much like work. Hope to hear from you on Monday to get this sorted out. I’ll be in a great mood, since I will have spent the whole weekend worrying about what’s happened to my retirement money.
Needless to say, I await their response with interest.
I just did something I’ve never done before. I had people doing Christian witness on my door step; I smiled graciously at them, said, “Sorry, I’m an atheist,” and closed the door. Seeing as how I was in the middle of writing the above noted letter, it wasn’t hard at all to be in a truth telling mood.